thenciarasaid

are so lovely

love me true. all my dreams fulfilled. for my darling i love you. and i always will. love me tender love me long. take me to your heart. for its there that i belong, and we'll never part. love me tender, love me true. all my dreams fulfilled. for my darling i love you, and i always will.

i will never, let me repeat that, ever rely on a boy. not males in general; im talking boyfriend/boyfriend type thing. it really upsets me when i see all this immature crap everywhere claiming you will love each other until you die. i dont believe you.

you cant put all your trust in one single person. because theyre just going to screw it up.

k, just needed to say that.

im done trying i spose

this is the part when you make it all better.

 i plan on sleeping in.


OK NOW YOURE JUST PISSING ME OFF.

 ya know goodmorning and goodnight are still pretty chill

a long time, from now. 

wowowowowow.
wow @ WoW.
wow @ life.


wtf. 

think about you way too much.
initiate life NOWNOWOWOWOWNOW.


,czxbv,nxzb!

i dont think im the only one.
i think your just playing around with me.
something to come home to.
someone to occupy your spare time.


god, that would just KILL.

EDIT: and then youll say just the most perfect, heartfelt things. and it all goes away.
how do you do that?

 beckon me. draw me gently to my knees. and i am, lost for words so, lost in love. im sweetly broken, wholey surrendered.


that should be my theme song.

 i am so insanely, radically, in-your-face: hungry.

and im not talking about food.


fill me up!

 the fall of troy is alwaysalwaysalways on lately<3

 cause' im gone, goodbye yeah. cause im gone goodbye yeahhhhh. well im ridiculously blessed in every aspect of my life! seriously week of fire is going to be amazing. not eating for two days is going to be amazing. walking in the Holy Spirit way more often is already amazing.

last night, me my mom and alix went to go see that movie with brad pitt and george clooney in it? literally the stupidest thing my brain has ever endured. ever. dont go see that. seriously. buuuut these evil marines sat in front of us and almost killed alix, that was pretty great.

this was this weekend:

 

i really hope you arent temporary. i really hope youre supposed to be in my life. i really hope He lets you continue to be in my life, and you can encounter Him. really truly. and i know everyone is entitled to their own beliefs, and i obviously do respect that. i just dont know how big of a issue thats going to be for me. im praying.

i was thinking about faith earlier today, and i realized how easily for some people it is to obtain it. and so hard it is for others. im so stubborn, and so hard headed it took literally a supernatural miracle to show me mine. i wish it was that easy for everybody. see something so completely out of the usual, it changed your whole mindset. your whole lifestyle. everything. i love His power. i love His strength. i love that He uses me to be a light sometimes. the epitome of perfection is Jesus Christ my friends, like it or not. setting another level of excellence in this world. He makes me want to be a better person. and not for fear of hell, death, or any sort of downfall. simply for the fact that life is sososo much more beautiful living in His presence. everythings clearer. your smarter, and wiser, and just loved. you are loved eternally. you are loved so much, someone who has never met you, who owes you NOTHING, died for you. grasp that.

i could continue with that conversation for hours, but i wont. not now.